1.Failure Proven
Don't talk don't look at me
This conversation never meant to be
Stop pretending that you really want to know
Please stop this freak show
Don't talk don't look at me
Why disturbing my serenity
I can face your masquerade of pity
So why don't you leave me alone
Why don't you lower your high standards？
You're nothing but a social toy
Can't you just escape from these convenances？
I can't understand why you always seem to be right
When your mind is logged off
From any form of this life
Beyond the rising sun
My future waits for me
You see black and I see white
And this is how it's gonna be
Don't talk don't look at me
Why don't you obtain some self esteem？
You hide behind the consequences of daring
You're getting repulsed by sanity
Last drops of hope - So invisible
Is your freedom for sale？
You are surrounded by sweet promises
Temptation is much too strong
Don't try to avoid the progress
Of your development as a man
Open your eyes
The choices that I made. You cannot understand
Even jealousy won't push you into making a change
Your weakness is your fear to see things as they are
Who are you to judge me while my open scars still bleed？
I have lost the faith in you
You are left without passion for life
There is nothing you can do
This is the final you
2.My Lost Serenity
Days of confusion always bring
Glittering lies
Life's wounded souls are trapped
In thousand of cries
I find this struggle is more than I can take
I must control my faith
Silence - hidden desperation within my soul
These words of frustration reflect my
Nether-world
Searching for the meaning
For the puprose and the taste of life
Dreaming of the same answers
The Lost chances
I am dead inside
Screaming to the sky
But there is always silence
To answer my cries
Struggle or delight
The lost perspective of my life
Melted in my own existence
Sunken hope for better days
My efforts to find a goal
Like a dumb symphony for a deaf soul
Searching for the meaning
For the puprose and the taste of life
Dreaming of the same answers
The Lost chances
I am dead inside
I'll turn my back on gloomy days
To face the sunrise once again
The phobia to live is blinded by hope
My vision rapidly turns blind
I've revealed the truth by another lie
My quest for tranquillity is over
My words again are running for cover
3.The Sin Collector
I refuse to ruin my future with your empty promises
I wish I could hide my dream in my own private shell
Headless puppets all around
Strings attached, why are they so proud？
Idols rule our children's pride
Goals completed with failure cries
Lack of choices they obey
Tax for blindness they will pay
Everlasting hopeless stream
Fragile struggle for the American dream
Fight!
Fight!
Fight!
Fight!
It's time, to fight
Fight for your own choices
Fight for your own belief
Lead, don't follow
Fight for this
I am the sin collector
I refuse to take your stand
I am the faith deceiver
I won't change my way
God devotion they adore
Generation's useless whore
Heroes sell their lives for vision
Senses trapped in a routine of lies
Words are meaningless to them
All they do is to pretend
Innocent tears are an invisible sin
Guilty grin while shedding their skin
Why can't you learn from your mistakes？
Why can't you smell the burning hope？
Why a lie is always the default choice？
How come it's never your fault？
Your fragile future will turn to dust
The next tomorrow won't wait for us
4.One Step To Drama
Transforming your mistakes to scream
Is pain your friend or enemy？
Gifted with the talent to ruin pleasure, to ruin sense
The truth is slapping your shocked face
Your're in the jungle of hatred
Stop this pathetic dialogue with yourself
Relax and enjoy the sorrow
Like there is no tommorow!
You are master of this mess
Combining failure with success
The quest for understanding is over for you now!
You lost the ability to connect to this world
Collection of mistakes, too heavy, too cruel
Twisted reality still playing a major role
You have to face it, you are destined to fall!
5.Beyond Perfection
6.Angel Within
Those tears embraced your angel's smile
These scary words erased the last denial
The door is closed, all hope is gone
This faceless world has turned to ice
Defenseless soul in weeping eyes
Another faith's test to survive
Another weakness to defeat
To seek comfort under broken wings
You think you'll disappear in graceful tears
The chase for shreds of joy will not bring color to your face
But days will heal your wounded soul
Its life - you must adore
You'll find a shelter in tomorrow
Betray the pain, engrave the sorrow
It feels so cold to realize
Reality frozen in depths of cries
Forsaken shelter screams in vain
Forgotten pleasure awakes the pain
The light shall prevail, and burn your tears of sorrow
Its rays' illumination will raise your feeble voice
The gentle touch of eden will cover you with grace
The season of desperation eventually will fade away
Hear it... Feel it... Breathe it... Taste it...
The sound of freedom in your ears
The gloomy days will disappear
You're getting stronger every day
The sense of agony betrayed
7.Confront Myself
Take a look at me - what do you see？
Have I lost the human in me？
Am I a shadow of my own reflection？
Am I going in the wrong direction？
I see fear in your eyes!
I see lips screaming lies!
Melted hope, swallowed pain
Empty whole, dirty rain
On written tragedy I live
With a scratched soul, by self belief
The withered moments are passing by
How can I overcome this life？
Step one： Close your eyes
Step two： Hold your breath inside
Step three： Let your anger free
Step four： Scream!!!
So again I'm on the run
Chasing freedom, sense is gone
Am I facing an endless road？
This routine will kill me whole
You are trapped and lost again
Since you've found the way to use your brain
Sleepless nights of million thoughts
Let them go!!!
This is the final chance
To bring me back myself again
How can I leave this mess？
I know I can't, I can't, I guess...
8.When Dream Meets Reality
When dream meets reality, your future is no longer your past.
When dream meets reality, your fears are gone at last.
Drained by environment, filled from inside.
Laughing in darkness, crying in light.
So, you are wasted and left with shreds of dignity.
Your lame excuses are reflected on your dying soul.
Flying in a sky of self-confusion,
Sailing through sea of despair,
Sentenced to suffer, forced to smile,
Trapped in a temple of denial.
The fading words escaped your world with poetry,
Eventually you will escape, you will be free.
Sweet tones of change have coloured your dreams,
Forgotten guilt was left behind, you are no more embraced by
fear.
Now your body is underground, your soul - above the skies,
And tears are falling on you through the grave.
Memories treasured in hearts, speaking silence. 'Are you done？'
Useless confessions always coming late...
So, you are wasted, and left with shreds of dignity.
Your lame excuses are reflected on your dying soul.
Erased by lies, when all dreams have died.
Erased by truth, when reality has ruled.
When dream...
When dream...
When dream...
When dream meets reality!
9.Destination, Life
Beg for forgivenes or retreat.
Forced to forget, to see the sundown and then regret.
Haunted by future, cheated by faith,
Aimless journey to the grave.
You're digging your own hole,
Depression makes you crawl.
The scars of yesterday,
Are driving you insane.
There's too much drama in the air,
Why don't you scream 'my life is not fair'？
Is it such a shame to be alive？
Your hollow vision makes you blind!
I never said that life's just fun,
You fucked up yours, don't mess with mine.
Yeah, I paid the price, for regrets (i have) no time,
Mental strength and misery,
All of them are mixed in me.
My dreams are a broken paradise,
My knowledge is traped in lies.
Freedom is my heroin, yours？ It's just a dream...
The fields you walk are painted red,
The words you speak, they slowly fade...
The look you gave, escaped in fear,
The love you felt just disapeared...
I never said that life just fun,
You fucked up yours, don't mess with mine.
10.Age Of Phobia
Just tell me if it's real
Times of confusion that I can't define
Bring my belief in knowledge to become a better lie
I seek perfection in every move I make
My spiritual vision is drowning more and more, every single day
Take the years of pain away from me
The dreams I dread will set me free
Still I can't find my peace of mind
The lost prospects I shall obey
Life refuses to fade, freedom penetrates into ages of loneliness
Time will never heal, words can't ease the pain - it's the age
of loneliness
I want to doubt just every step I ever take
Sometimes I see the true color of faith, but why is it always
fake？
Delightful desperation is taking control
No one can help me now, no one can save my soul
I wonder if this fear is real
The expectation for the end is always near
Beneath the surface of my cries
There is an everlasting will to stay alive
After my efforts to accept the pain
I dig inside my soul to find a place for staying sane
The price I pay for life is still too high
Beyond my deepest expectations I hide
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